Decipher that lyric I bet you can't.

Monday: Got back from Texas I really missed home while I was there, now I miss there more.
Tuesday: Worked aka Updated my ipod lol and hung out with some friends I haven't seen in awhile.
Today: Mom's getting me a carz. Skipped a party. Feeling Lonely and a little insecure (Can you believe that shit) am I inadequate? I should take a vote.
Thursday: Basketball with the guys.
Friday: Julie's coming to LB (Exciting eh?). She might be the only person that really gets me, life be a lot harder.

So for that insecure thing I'm not trying to be emo or anything I just always know what to do or say but for the first time I really don't. It's scary to be so good at something (Words) then have it taken away from you just like that. Anyone have any advice for me? If not that's cool I'm used to that lol.

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