So far....

I woke up at 7:00 A.M for my morning 2 mile run. My Marathon training is the only thing that seems to clear my mind nowadays, go figure.

As for now I'm procrastinating my workload in my office.




I'm tired of this place. I want to explore the world.

Open your mind for it is a seed waiting to be nurtured with ideas.

Move your fingers they are but an annexation of that beautiful mind to create with what it imagines.

Open your eyes as to not see devastation and the usurped acts of others but to see hope for the future.

Live not in the past, which governs your life but in the present that leads it.

See the future not as inconvenience but as a continuation of your life.

You are not waiting to be dead, you are alive, you are powerful, and you are a sculptor of the future.

Look not at the past for answers but live in this powerful now.

Change can occur don’t let them take your ingenuity, don’t let them take your limitless mind,
stand up and fight for your future it belongs to you not to them.

"Tonight I can fight" By Chris
Pablo Neruda you inspired all these words.

I've been in this bed since morning
more alert but never learning
that everytime I breakdown
I should never let you see.
Remember when I fell down
you said never put your head down
that's been in every thought that I can ever dream
Since then I keep my eyes up
even after all the fuck ups
I won't let her see me cry
not till the day I die
when she reads me in her diary
remembers that one sad memory
I'll smile again tonight
just to lift her chin back up

They all say look up
never count your bad luck
but they can't feel these eyes that look back in the mirror
every time these fingers fall down they scream of all the let downs
In every single bar I'll look for her eyes
at the bottom of that glass or even in my lies
They all say it's half full
but how can I be thankful?