into something i can't explain in words
I'll let this speak for itself

this is who I am and who I'll always be
this energy connects you to me "

Two more days kids before I get on my plane destination TX. I've gotten passed my tense anxious-ness finally. "Why all this for a girl?" If you only talked to her once you'd know.

I feel so much better about changing from the person I used to be, I didn't like that guy. Not staying out and not partying every night has it's benefits I don't feel like shit all the time.




Hide underneath me?

"Should they kill me, your love will fill me as warm as the bullets, yeah I'll know my purpose, this war was worth this
I won't let you down, no I won't"

Let’s start this blog off with good news. Since it’s hurricane season during my birthday my mom opted to fly a friend an I to Australia (she knows how much I want to go) to stay at some sweet hotel for a week. I’m so stoked are you serious I mean c’mon it’s fucking Australia and everything is paid for.

In other news I’ve been sick for a week and it’s starting to really stress me out. Cas and Josh are having a party at their house tonight, I’m bringing back my pong prowess.

Went to the mall with Kara on Tuesday and she convinced me to actually buy stuff from Hollister and American Eagle so now I’m $300 poorer and a lot of clothes richer. I must admit though that stuff looks good with me in it, Go figure.

I get to see Perla in 2 weeks and I can’t wait. Seriously though it’s going to be neat.

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