I will dig a fox hole for two
so you know that I will always be there for you
and maybe you can find a love for me too"

I'm usually way to tired at night to update but I'm at work not working lol.

So Saturday was Jeff's birthday party which was a lot of fun played pong and stuff at Josh's. Oh the daughter of the guy that owns Vitamin water was so bad at pong.

This weeks's been good, saw my Aunt and cousin for the first time since I was 9 which was pretty cool. Played some ball with the guys yesterday and raped of course (Can't guard my one handed layup in the paint bitch).


Everytime I see a picture of us together I miss you a lot. Seriously those few days laying in my hotel room with you were awesome. I want to talk to you every minute.

I got it bad for you Perla.

I love you.

Well maybe I put too much talk in my rhymes"



She's not talking to me so there's no reason to be awake.


That cups never been more true :)

With sutures of pure cement"

Julie ended up staying here for three days instead on just one lol. I love you Julie seriously thanks for the advice it didn't work though just made me feel worse and jealous.


Writing is the only way I understand to share my feelings with you all.

Am I suppose to feel bad? I'm fucking doomed I'm convinced till the day I die.


I'm going to get my notebook. Know what the worst part is, tragedies are the only thing I know how to write. How fitting.

My heart is all I have"


I'm still at work really bored and on the verge of drowsiness. Why is it that it's not hard to talk to you again? I've run through it all a hundred times before and it still baffles me. I guess trying to be friends ain't all that bad after all. I'm glad we can be adults.


Party tonight?



I got a voice mail today from someone special.

Decipher that lyric I bet you can't.

Monday: Got back from Texas I really missed home while I was there, now I miss there more.
Tuesday: Worked aka Updated my ipod lol and hung out with some friends I haven't seen in awhile.
Today: Mom's getting me a carz. Skipped a party. Feeling Lonely and a little insecure (Can you believe that shit) am I inadequate? I should take a vote.
Thursday: Basketball with the guys.
Friday: Julie's coming to LB (Exciting eh?). She might be the only person that really gets me, life be a lot harder.

So for that insecure thing I'm not trying to be emo or anything I just always know what to do or say but for the first time I really don't. It's scary to be so good at something (Words) then have it taken away from you just like that. Anyone have any advice for me? If not that's cool I'm used to that lol.

<3 p