I Wonder if I’ll ever get it right

By Christopher Anthony
“I Wonder if I’ll ever get it right” By Chris Must Die

Last night everything seemed a bit colder.
Last night my thoughts were a little lonelier.
Every time I think I’m doing so well my memories prove me wrong.
It’s as if your smile is burned into every happy memory I can recall.
That same smile used to humble my haughty demeanor now it only provokes it.
These thoughts sting and exalt the ignominy I feel for letting you fall.
I realize now that I am just as at fault for the presumption that you’d adjourn your life for me.
I was wrong now these memories sting me in spite.
I wonder if I’ll ever get it right.




"Am I more harm then good"

By Christopher Anthony
"Am I more harm then good" By Chris Must Die


Is all I am a Smoking Gun?
Destined to be the aftershock of a tragedy.
Is all I am a Grain of Sand in this World?
To forever more esteem the achievements of the ones who've surpassed me.
Are my emotions frivolous to populace around me?
Am I triviality at it's paramount.
Am I more harm then good?

I wonder if I'll win this fight?





Yeah this isn't me being Emo or about me or anything just felt inspired by an idea. This is on of a set of poems that I've suddenly been inspired to write so be on the lookout.